School has begun to get tougher, I'm starting to feel the stress and honestly I'm beginning to regret signing up for so many clubs and difficult classes. I have bit more than I can chew, but there is one thing that keeps me going; seeing others take on double than I am and they're just fine. Time has flied by so quick, it amazes me its already October, but then again looking at it as a whole.... I can't believe it's barely October.
The other day in class there was talk about Job Shadows, I remember when my older sister went off to do hers, felt like yesterday and now here I am about to do mine. The problem is I still don't know what I want to be. It feels as if whatever we choose that it's set in stone and can never be broken, that is what scares me. I wish i could go back to freshmen year and start over again, try harder and go through every job possibility. Of course I have some idea of what I wish to be, an accountant:) I'm great with numbers and the class seems easy but the down part is I don't want to be in a boring office on a computer all day. If I could be anything it'd be a video editor, its my passion; art has always been my passion. But I've learned that passion does not pay the bills.
I remember when I was a freshmen and I would look at the seniors so amazed, I believed being a senior must have been grand and how I wanted time to fly so my turn would come soon but never in a million years would I have known how scary it actually is. Freshman's 5 hour-long SAT tests, writing essays for scholarships, doing a job shadow, raising your GPA, applying for scholarships, or writing 3 essays in a week. I would love to have to change in the cold locker room and run a mile in PE rather than listen to how a bill is made into a law. I swear I have such boring classes, sometimes I think that I should have rewarded myself for working hard throughout my sophmore and junior year by taking entertaining electives rather than trigonometry or Spanish 3.
The other day in class there was talk about Job Shadows, I remember when my older sister went off to do hers, felt like yesterday and now here I am about to do mine. The problem is I still don't know what I want to be. It feels as if whatever we choose that it's set in stone and can never be broken, that is what scares me. I wish i could go back to freshmen year and start over again, try harder and go through every job possibility. Of course I have some idea of what I wish to be, an accountant:) I'm great with numbers and the class seems easy but the down part is I don't want to be in a boring office on a computer all day. If I could be anything it'd be a video editor, its my passion; art has always been my passion. But I've learned that passion does not pay the bills.
I remember when I was a freshmen and I would look at the seniors so amazed, I believed being a senior must have been grand and how I wanted time to fly so my turn would come soon but never in a million years would I have known how scary it actually is. Freshman's 5 hour-long SAT tests, writing essays for scholarships, doing a job shadow, raising your GPA, applying for scholarships, or writing 3 essays in a week. I would love to have to change in the cold locker room and run a mile in PE rather than listen to how a bill is made into a law. I swear I have such boring classes, sometimes I think that I should have rewarded myself for working hard throughout my sophmore and junior year by taking entertaining electives rather than trigonometry or Spanish 3.